Attention

“I found your car on Google Street View,” said the email. He followed the link. Yup, it was, indeed, his car. The scratch on the back made it clear. He was amused, and he wrote back to say so. Curious, he clicked on the image,and it blurred. His car was still a couple lengths ahead of the recording vehicle.

A couple more clicks. It was gaining on him. This was fun, a kind of little race. Who’ll win, our hero or the spy car? A dozen clicks later, and it was alongside him. He turned the view and saw himself, blithely driving a secret race that would be resolved who knows how much later. It stayed alongside for a few clicks, and then fell behind.

His exit was coming up. He’d peel away, the race would end, and his car would disappear. Click. The imaging car also pulled off at the exit. How random. He wondered when it would turn away, and he kept clicking. Right onto 120th. Two miles, left on 34th. Right on Cherry Lane. It wouldn’t... left, into his cul-de-sac.

He turned, and looked out at where he’d parked. Was someone watching him... now?

Uncommon Gesture

She was rich, and the man before her had nothing. On her way to the subway, circumstance had confronted her with this paragon of homelessness, and she was torn. She had made her fortune inventing a machine that printed toilet paper that shed somewhat less dust when you tore it. She thought it was a singularly absurd way to come to be rich. How had this man come to have nothing? Had he been born with nothing? Or had it been the long work of a lifetime to accrue so much destitution? The longer she looked at him, the sillier she felt for having so much much while he had so much nothing. What kind of society rewards someone for building a better mousetrap. When all that mousetrap means is sweeping behind the toilet once a month instead of every two weeks?

She wrote a check for the entirety of her wealth, signed it, and pressed it into the man’s hand. She was gone before he could respond substantially.

It was uncashable, of course. Most of her money wasn’t in a checking account. But the symbolism meant a lot to her. She continued to her train with a lighter heart.

Little Black Box

Every night he spoke into a little black box. The black box never responded to him, but he spoke into just the same. No one else ever got to see the black box, and he liked it that way. The things he said to the box were only for him. One night the little black box had a post-it note on it. The note said “funny.” He stared at the note until the word lost meaning. He didn't know what to make of it, so he threw it in the trash. He didn't speak to the box that night. He didn't know what was funny.

The next night all was as he expected, and again he spoke to the little black box. But the night after that there was again a little note: “intriguing.” He didn't touch it. He stared at it, but it didn't go anywhere. After he started speaking to the box the next week, it was “really loved the finish.”

He couldn’t just speak into it. He asked, “Who are you?” and the next night he found two post-it notes. “a little black box,” and “sorry it took me forever to get some post-its.”

Learning from Madeline

Madeline brought me a dead thing. (Madeline is a cat.) When I found it, she moved toward the door and looked back at me expectantly. I threw the dead thing away, and Madeline looked puzzled, and perhaps a bit disappointed. The next time she brought me a dead thing, I petted her and thanked her and scritched under her chin. Once she was distracted, I threw the dead thing away. I later found Madeline where she had left it, looking around and looking at me.

Each time Madeline brought me a dead thing, I got rid of it, and she seemed to regard me differently. I felt something slipping away from me, like bathwater slowly draining away, leaving me chilly.

Eventually, I realized it had been some time since she had left me a dead thing. I went over and petted her, and scritched her, and she looked at me with tired, disappointed eyes.

The next day, I brought Madeline a dead thing. She looked a question at me, and I petted her, and scritched her, and opened the door. I saw excitement in her eyes, and perhaps a hint of pride. She dashed out the door, and I followed.

Mr Winter

“Once you hit the button, rip out the ethernet cable and trash the machine, yeah? Don’t want anyone shutting the process down.” The techie looked, improbably, like nothing so much as a football player. “I recall telling you to make that impossible.” Mr. Winter looked like nothing so much as a very well-dressed, balding scarecrow.

“Once you pull the cable and scrap the machine, it is.”

Winter was there to finalize his latest effort. Homemade nukes and control back doors secreted into every major satellite launch of the last decade. Activated, the satellites would plummet toward major cities across the world, detonating on proximity and simultaneously plunging the world into chaos and nuclear winter. Little of humanity would survive, and that in small, remote tribes across the world.

Vengeful gods, conceived and abandoned ages ago, would emerge from hiding and reclaim rulership over the humans who lived, and Mr. Winter would be their heirophant.

The techie lying finalized on the floor, Winter pushed the button, then left the room, cable and machine distinctly untouched. The last thing he wanted was to actually succeed. What a miserable thought.

The game was great fun, but winning would be very, very boring.

Appreciation

Half dark. An infrequented spot on campus. Perfect for an asshole in a hood to step around a corner of Donal Music Hall and point a gun at my chest. Froze in my boots, of course. Just gave two more assholes a chance to appear and surround me. Was shit, is what it was. “Here’s the deal,” said First Asshole. “Stand your ground and fight me,” flick, and a knife appeared in his hand, “or run and we hunt you. Either way, your life is on the line.” Blank look precipitates explanation. “No one appreciates life ‘til they fight not to lose it. You’ll thank us after, just like the others. If you survive.”

The fuck? Stalled, asking if I got a knife. Yes, apparently. Other assholes were there to keep me from running once a fight starts.

Guess all those fencing lessons were worth something. Cut on his arm and Asshole Prime drops his knife. Starts to congratulate me, then runs when he sees I’m not stopping. Only fair, right?

Turns out, I do feel pretty great. Giving no shits about late essays now. Maybe Asshole was onto something.

Still called the cops, of course. Fucking pretentious presumptuous asshole.

Harry's Story

When Harry was young, he wanted to be a fireman. Excellent, said everyone. Firemen save lives. But be careful, because it is dangerous! The next day, Harry wanted to be an astronaut. Terrific, said everyone. Astronauts further scientific knowledge. But it takes a lot of hard work to be an astronaut.

The next day, Harry wanted to be an explorer. Okay, said everyone. Explorers find new places. But there’s not much to explore any more. You should stick with astronaut.

The next day, Harry wanted to be a monkey. Huh, said everyone. You’re already a little monkey sometimes. But you can’t be a real monkey.

Yes I can, said Harry. I’m going to be a monkey astronaut fireman explorer.

Oh, said everyone. You can’t be all those things. Maybe choose one. Not the monkey.

Harry studied hard at school. He studied math and astronomy. He studied materials science and psychology. He studied economics and sociology. He studied biology and genetics.

Grown Up Harry joined a spaceship heading to new worlds as Chief Emergency Warden. It was an important job: he kept others safe from fire and other dangers while exploring space.

I’m still working on the monkey part, said Harry.